The Pain I'M Bearing Now And Then Poem by Sneha Celine

I got to move on
Because for me you weren't born.
May be, I'm not lucky to have you,
Not lucky to have that romantic times few.
I know you aren't mine,
And you do not bother whether my life is fine.
Its confirmed that you are with another girl,
On her hands does your life twirls.
I do not want to complain about her,
Because I respect your feelings towards her.
I hope she does not hurt you more
For this pain I've already felt and bore
But for me it really difficult even to try.
Well I know you do not need me
But you just no need to bother
Or care about it too
Just move on and live a happy life
With a happy family and a good wife.
You no need to look back for me
I'm leaving now in a sorrowful way
I really have no words to say.
I hope you find the difference between
The love I had and the love you've seen
I'm not saying so because I want you to leave your love and come to me.
But for you to understand that I was different from that you have seen.
I hope god given you the best in or life.
May u succeed in every strife.
Hey wait let me give the explanation why I'm leaving now,
Suddenly this decision I will tell you how.
I met your girl and happened to exchange few words,
That's when she told me, that you both were a pain of love birds.
I wasn't hurt but I had a smile on my face.
Thinking you were happy with the person for who you in your heart you gave space.
But then she told me that you loved her the to core
And that she was just flirting out with you more and more.
What hurt me worst is that you knew too,
That she was flirting out with you.
But you know what, I have the patience to wait
For you I'm ready to face the fate.
See; that girl whom you love will ditch you for sure.
Then if you understand my love for you was true
You can turn back and see
May be you will find me.
I will patiently wait
But I got a take a decision if it's later.
I will have to move on.
My dreams of you will be gone.
All my love thoughts and person will go in rain
But then it value and pain will still remain.