The Thoughts In My Head Poem by Craig Mize

First thing first let me say that I'm the one to blame
My actions can be questionable and hard to explain
I put my whole life out there for the world to see
Now the whole world things that I'm a horrible beast
And even some kind of online freak
I don't give a damn what they say about me in the streets
But what you think means the world to me
I think about everything that you said
As I replay and rethink the thoughts in my head

People seem to forget the man that I really am
But it's my fault for giving them that opportunity damn! !
If I could take it all back believe me I would
Then I would do all the things that I know I should
Let me apologize to everybody that I did wrong
Let me clean out my closet so that we can move on
I'm sorry for the things I did and the things I said
As I replay and rethink the thoughts that's in my head

I'm lost without answers, I do not know what to do
I'm trapped within my thoughts, but I'm not confused
When I look in your eyes I know that it's true
Even if you try to hide it you already know the truth
We grew together as you felt the samething that I felt
I'm pronouncing my love to you & who knows I don't care
As I replay what I did and everything that you said
I openly tell you every thought that is going through my head