The Weak Heart Poem by Belle elleb

It doesn't make me stronger but weaker
it doesn't make me smarter but more confused
it doesn't make me cautious but dulls my senses
it lapses my mind
kills my reflexes
it makes me scared of every day
I loose my sense of respect
I'm so insane
Never will i learn to tame
the anger that boils and burns inside
Harder it is to hold back tears
and in my mind you're all below me
I could beat you down
a hit for every scar that was left from the affliction
a wound for every prediction,
ever prediction you ever made on how long it would take me to finally break down
I swear i can hear every thought you have of me
feel every look you give
and i act as if it doesn't bother me
but it cuts deeper and deeper every time
Tear apart my heart into smaller pieces this time
damn my soul forever
just because I'm different
Do what you do to me
and know that i can't fight back
just because i could never