Things Are Repeated Poem by Melissa Stevens

A cold breeze, a cloudy day
Wind blowing your beautiful, soft, dark brown hair
She sings everyday so beautifully and dancing in the rain
Walking towards her, then pulling her close
You shouldn't stay out here, you''ll get sick
I know guys likes her but does she loves me?

I'm sorry to worry you about me
I thought I didn't mean that much to you
Because when I'm around your guys friends, you pull me away
You can't even hold somebody heart for just a week
Pulling you away but you are not letting go of me

Just listen to me for a second
I know I might not the great boyfriend for you
But I can make it up, the time I spent with you
Knowing you're the only for me to make my day
I'm sorry that I didn't treat you like you're my girlfriend
But just trust me on this

I'm done, you always text me the same stuff
When are things going to spice up?
Do you not know what to say to me, is that why you are always asking the same questions
Giving you the same answers all over again
Almost seems like a never ending
If you truly love me, show me like you do
Kiss me like you mean it or so be it

You're right all the things you say
Maybe I don't know how to text a girl like you
Because I don't think I like you more than a friend anymore
My love for you is gone

Dreaming about you cheating on me
I know what it means, lacking attention in our relationship
Or fully committed to our relationship and you know that this is all true
Picking up some hints along the way and finding that you don't want to be in this relationship anymore, not fully committed
Everyday feels like the same thing all over again
But not much affection, taking it slow
Almost seems like you don't really like me that much

You told me that I enjoy being myself or don't want to be bothered
How could you say that to me, first of all that doesn't even true
Just because maybe I'm quiet but don't enjoy being by myself
You saw me hanging about by myself, feeling uncomfortable by every second
Wondering if I should look up, you and your guy friends stay there for a minute and then deciding to walk away
Maybe I should have look up and hang out with you guys instead
But feeling so nervous for some reason, didn't know what to do
But sit there

The time has come, don't think this relationship working out for the both of us
Things are repeated, same as same old
Trying to spice things up
But it's not working out
We should break out, the moment I say
We didn't go back as friends just like strangers
But that didn't bother me neither did you