Thinner Is A Winner Poem by Joyleen Heneker

Thin thin thin
All to begin
I see myself in a mirror
I just cant win

I try harder, eat less
Vomit my soul
I get all depressed
Why am I obsessed
Ill try eat food

Thin thin thin

Now I feel guilty
Im so fat every where
I can’t stand up
My legs feel weak
I feel so fat

Thin thin thin

I walk to my bathroom
Turn on the fan, the taps
I hear running water
I hear my head scream
To be thinner, is to be a winner
I tilt my head back
Hit hard on my neck
I clog the sink
I hide my soul
Wash it away
The blood soon comes
I know I’ve done enough
My guilt is gone

Im still not winning