This Is My Oblivion Poem by Amber Millar

This is my oblivion,
This is the moment before time stops,
This is my forever,
My last moment to shine,
I'll scream it from the rooftops,
That one last secret,
That one last burden,
I'll yell it until it's gone,
Until its echo is just a whistle in the wind,
Until every single dropp of pain in my heart,
Is seeping into the horizon,
Until every last word is out,
Etching a path across the air,
Until those final tears float away,
Like a helium balloon into the sky,
And then I shall fade away,
No longer tethered to the world,
No longer held here by a force unknown,
No longer weighed down by my misery,
I shall fade into dust,
Into grains smaller than sand,
And I shall fly away,
Finally free from that one tiny truth,
That has been so easy to keep,
And so hard to say,
Just those four words...

I STILL LOVE YOU.

And then...
This is my oblivion.
Come and watch me go.