This Time.. Poem by Dislocated Heart

i smile, because i feel no more need to frown..
nothing hurts me anymore..
its not like i havent been there before.
its all piled up so high..
a paper cut is nothing,
a stab to the heart seems more like a pinch.
your harsh words once hurt so deep..
but it only fades.. and its nothing but empty words, bullets.

my past is the least of my regrets.
its what i do now.. that hurts more then ever..
im putting all love aside..
all scars, everything..
looking forward to life..
old soul, experienced mind.
wishful thinking..
and all my life..
ahead.. lets see what it holds this time..