Thoughts Of Mine :) Poem by Zoya ? ?

I don't really know what's up to me
I don't really know what's on my mind lately.
Thinking that I'm broken mentally
Overthinking ain't leaving.

Depression, anxiety slowly creeping inside my body
People leaving me numb in places that's creepy
Wanna go home, where's the way?
All these places feel like an abandoned jail
Ignoring peoples opinion is not easy thing.

Feeling the stars
Smelling the fragrance of the flowers
Thinking everything is on hold
When my eyes behold.
No one's believing
Is it me or my soul leaving?