Thoughts (Sorry For The Wait) Poem by Diego Adrian Manriquez

Lately I've been having a very difficult time explaining the way I'm feeling,
Whether it's with a piece of paper or in front of the people who matter the most,
And when they need to hear me out the most,
I tend to have this problem when I act like I don't care,
Truth is I'm too afraid to think about it,
Which brings me to my next point,
Where do these thoughts come from?
I love you,
I hate you,
I want you,
I need you,
It's all starting to comeback to me little by little,
I'm starting to rebulid this wall I've let down,
Because I'm not afraid to fall in love,
I'm not afraid to get hurt,
I'm not afraid to open up,
To be lied to,
I'm afraid to lose the little bit of humanity I have left,
That is how to love.