Times Poem by Katerina Val

Times you're near
I tear
apart
You're not enough
You're never, was, ever enough

Times you stand close to me
Are pointless and infinite
You' re never impeccable
To fill the gaps or expectations
I crave

Don't let me be

And I fall
Because when you are absent
I know i'll let it go
I feel intensely that I ll always let it go
The pride, the egoism, the shades, the soul
A soul
without you is never enough

Times you're near
The most I fear
And I consume myself
By wasting it behind our hidden mess

Times you're here
I tear
apart
but when I cannot see you stand a breath to me near
my heart will drown
my heart knows
that's the most I fear.