Tonight Part 2 Poem by rose merritt

Tonight i thought of suicide because there was nothing else to do.Then i thought of you and wondered what you would do without me.Thought if maybe i died no one would have to worry about me and i would never be in the way again. Thought maybe if i did it i might eventually get to you. It does not matter any more no one cares or at least that is how it feels. When you live your life in fear then nothing seems to be okay or never will.