Toying With The Self Poem by Dr. Abhilasha

How long I'll toy with myself
Enwrapped in your'self'
My longing for you is not my fault
Why should I suffer then?
Why can't I have you?
Why you are not with me?
But there where you are not desired,
Longed and loved?
Now I won't let you suffer me anymore
It's not that I'll cease to love you
But the desire.
The essence I have with me
Else doesn't matter
I know it's quick-silver
On my palm
Only to loose it I won't hold
Let it be there- forever
Love loves freedom, not fetters
So it be.