Unknown Poem by Isabella Night

I'm scared-
Scared to let you know what's on my mind.
I'm not dramatic-
I am truthful and completely devoted.
It scares me to think of how dependent I am on you.
An independent girl completely vulnerable.
You've become the foundation of my whole thought process.
A person having that much control over me is frightening.
Never did I comprehend this action ever happening.
Going a week without you feels impossible.
Lungs tighten, body tense-
Knowing a part of me left with you.
Shallow breaths, body shaken-
Waiting to feel warmth again.
This cold fortress revolves around memories of faded ghosts.
The warmth of the breeze reminds me of the warmth of your touch.
Paranoid, sane, pain, relief-
All felt in the midst of a storm.
Afraid I'll wake up to nothing.
Non-existence would be more subtle without breath.
Eyes closed, gazing at the sky;
More contradictions that make no sense.
But isn't that what this is?