Used And Abused Poem by Tessa Monaghan

I feel so used
I feel so abused
Like I was trapped
In this game for you
Was I just to fill the gap
Was I there to pass the time
Did you eva
truly love me
did you eva
truly want me
I feel so used

You abused
My love for you
You trapped me inside
This game for two
Was this a game to you
This was love for me
Was lying part of the plan
Was charm part of the diagram

I feel so used
To just fill the gap
To be the rebound girl
Im the rebound girl
So now
You got me stayin up all night
And im writing this tonight
Cuz I feel so used
And so abused
Out of my love for you

We were together
We were apart
Then back as one
Then we were torn
Now we are talkin
For the first since
And now you got me up tonight
Writing this to fight
Back the tears
I don’t know
What you did to me
To make me think
This way

You trapped me inside
This game of yours
I was just someone to play with
Only there to play a game
That I didn’t know about
You had me trapped
You had me fooled
You used my heart
To win your game
You tore it out
Right out of me
Then used it
Used me
For you

Was this your joy
Was this your fun
Cuz this was my pain
This was my love

I was used
I was abused
I was trapped
In this game for you
I was the rebound
Just to pass the time
So you neva-
Eva-
Truly wanted me
Truly loved me
You just-
Used-
Me. -

I was-
Used -
and a-bused