Was It Realaste Of Time? ? ? Poem by iron panda 23

I thought i could love you
could trust you....could care
but when i needed you most
you werent even there

You told me you loved me
you and that one
but while i was depressed
you were out having fun

I was there for you
during one of your hardest times
according to you i always cheered you up
but for some reason i now feel like
you were lying.....like it was all lies

Those tears i cried.....
for who? ? ? for you
and what for? ?
was it just a waste of time? ?

Did you plan this? ?
the entire thing? ?
did you intend to hurt me? ?
because if you did....the bell should ring
a point for you....your mission completed
no point for me....i guess im deleted
from your life.....if i was ever really there
as in someone of importance to you
someone whos worth the time to even care

It was nice while it lasted
if it were even real
wish i couldve seen you
at least once.......
what youve done
is cut me deeply
and so......slowly shall my scar heal

~IP23