Wasted Time Poem by Balint Nagy

Lying in my bed
Starring at the ceiling
So lost inside my head
Dark thoughts are returning again

It seems good times are gone away
And won't be coming back
Time keeps passing by
There's nothing left

I'm so far gone
And so alone

I keep try
To stay alive
I feel like I lose my mind
Someone tell me why
I live this pointless life
Constant self-sacrifice
So much wasted time

Rain,
Keep pouring on my window
The shining of my soul
Burned out a thousand years ago

Outside this darkened room
I keep on falling down
Emptiness took control
And I am not around

I'm so far gone
And so alone

I keep try
To stay alive
I feel like I lose my mind
Someone tell me why
I live this pointless life
Constant self-sacrifice
So much wasted time

Isolated
There's no meaning
Why- I live this life?
Constant self-sacrifice
So much wasted time