Wat's Believe N Hope? Poem by Solibella gonzalez

TOO MANY THOUGHTS THAT I CANNOT CONTROL
TOO MANY FEELINGS THAT AREN'T CLEAR
TRYN TO UNDERSTAND WATS REAL
HOPE IS NOT SOMETHIN THAT I RELAY ON
CUZ IN DOIN SO CAN HURT YOU MORE
BUT YOU SAY TO JUST BELIEVE
BUT BELIEVE IN WAT?
YOUR THE ONE THAT WALKED OUT NOT ME
N YET YOU STAND HERE N TELL ME
TO SEE THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STORY
BUT THERE ISN'T ANOTHER SIDE
YOU F2$KED UP N I FELL APART
YOU BLAME ME FOR LETTIN GO
BUT YOU WERE LONG GONE B4
I COULD GET YOU BACK
SO DONT POINT FINGERS AT ME FOR
YOUR MISTAKES