What Do I Call This? Poem by shreyoushi patel

What do I call this?
How do I rename this thing that never had a name
I don't know why but anytime I find you near me
I feel you love me
What do I call this?
Anytime I listen a word from your mouth
I feel I was always waiting to hear those words
And I always interpret them as you are saying to me
That you love me
What do I call this?
Anytime I look in to your eyes
I try to search gleam of love for me
I think sometimes I find that gleam
And sometimes I don't know what's that gleam is
What do I call this?
Anytime anyone says that you love anybody else
I don't give him a hearing
What do I call this?
Anytime I find you in trouble
I myself feel crippled
What do I call this?
Do I love you or do you love me (question marks)
What do I call this?
And after writing all these things i feel you don't love me
But it's me that love you
What do I call this?
I hope you give a name to this unknown thing
Before I find my steps too fast towards a mirage