What I'M Not Poem by Guarded Heart

I'm not decieving
I won't lie to you
But i'll keep your secrets

I'm not modest
I'll show what i have
But no one else can touch

I'm not some loose little girl
I despise meaningless sex
But chastity's not in my vocabulary

I'm not discouraging
I won't put you down
But i can't support all you do

I'm not going to hold back
I refuse to be silent
But i whisper, so come close

I won't turn my back
I'm not going to put you out
But i can't always let you in

I'm not going to hide what i'm feeling
But i'm allusive and i keep you guessing
But look close and i'll come clean

It's oxymoronic, I know
Just take me for what i am
And what I'm not