What Inspires A Poet Such As I? Poem by Bullion Grey

It is my DNA Double-Helix Code
that has within it written the words of symbols
that fight to get out and converse with
the world of inner/outer beings.

It is the wind which flaps against my senses
of best judgment that I should of stayed
in front of my notebook.

It is my mental disabilities that voice
their conventions of distraction, desperation
and collide in the dust of rouge emotions.
I really dont know.....