What's In My Heart Poem by Audrey Heller

How, can I convey, what's in my heart?
Or what it's been like, since you did
depart. I think about you, every minute
of each day. I miss you so much, more
then words can say. I tell myself, if you
were still here, how different, my world
would be. In fact, there is no doubt, I'd
be, the same old me! I've never been
the same and try very hard, to keep a
smile on my face. But if I don't, is it
really a disgrace? Sure, I can smile,
I can laugh and in no time, it's gone.
I'm certainly well aware, that life, does
go on.Then there comes this moment,
where I can't pretend, anymore. I'll
always feel the pain and want you back
with me, the way it was, before!