When Jesus Arrived Poem by LiRa de asis

i doubt if they do really know me,
flaws-that's what they always see;
in *their nest, i am a loner
with *them, i am a joker.

*here, the only friend i've got is my turtle
the only things that can relate to me are pen and paper;
always alone in the dark,
can't even see any spark.

i feel like a stranger
everyone don't bother,
couldn't they figure out?
all i need is someone to talk to without a doubt.

i am tired of being in this place,
tears keep falling down on my face
as i was writing this phrase;
hoping that my anger will now be erased.

i thought nobody understand me
and it will always be,
but then i was wrong and i realized...
that i am not all by myself when Jesus arrived..


*their-family
*them-friends
*here-in the house