When You'Re Gone Poem by qendresa ulaj

when our eyes met i knew i'll never forget that look. when your hand touched my body i knew no other hand could touch me like that. when i put my head on your shoulder i felt safe. when i was with you i was happy, always smiling. my sky was blue without clouds. my body felt free. my body felt free. my soul was completed. then one day clouds begin to show in my sky. i knew something was wrong. i knew it. i called you just to make sure you were OK. you said everything's all right but deep in me i knew that was a lie. my days started being darker, my nights sleepless. i started being wierd. i cried everyday, until you told me the truth. you were leaving me. you were going somewhere to find a better life. is there a better life for you without me? because for me there isnt. how can you do this to me when you know you are my whole life? you are my everything. without you my life doesnt make sense. and you think i should just let it go. well i cant, i cant deal with it. so please dont go. please dont leave me here or at least take me with you. ill go wherever you take me. ill do whatever it takes just to be with you. if that isnt possible then i will die, because you make my heart beat and if you go my hear will stop. so do you really want to be a murderer? do you really wnat to see me dead?