Which Ever. Poem by Dislocated Heart

Feeling hopeless,
my heart trenched in blood,
I bleed for the lies,
my empty promises,
and the good byes.

Figured out the future,
alone and depressed,
Isnt it looking up..

My sarcasm failed me,
My humor consumes my fears..
What am I left with?
bottled up emotions,
hate in my own eyes..
Unable to defy,
what is wrong and what is right.

Mirror tells lies,
I don't deserve any better.
I can feel my soul collapsing,
Heart weak and tender,
blood faint,
I render my body..
To Heaven or Hell..
Which ever will take me.