Which Way To Go? Poem by Moore Hope

The path we choose to follow in life sometimes is not the path we chose,
Sometimes we take a path because we know that our family will approve,
Sometimes we take a certain path to get back at our families,
No matter what the path we chose,
We must always wonder what if?
Feelings that I have repressed for quite a while are starting to whelm up once again,
Is it fate or destiny?
Or is it the fact that I chose not to take a certain path in life for fear of family pride.
Maybe the feelings I have are just confusion,
Maybe it is really love.
The actions that I interpret to be purpose could all but be friendly,
But then again, maybe this person has repressed feelings also.
We have so much in common
But could it ever work?
I pray at night for God to guide me in the right direction,
Even though I know that the direction I am longing for is against the lord
I read articles on this saying that it is normal to have these types of feelings,
But the question is so do you act or do you stay quiet?
What if the actions are not what I interpreted?
What if they are too afraid to accept my proposition?
Then a good friendship would turn bad, and I would be shunned.
So I guess the path that I chose this time is not the path that is desired.
It is the path that I know is best for all.
If I do not say anything, then life carries on as usual.
Maybe perhaps fate will finally step up and help me out,
I seriously doubt it!