Whoose Thoughts? Poem by dymon sidebottom

Where am I?
Am I home or at a friends?
I am gone again.
I've strayed from my body.
I feel other's pain.
I hear their thoughts.
Whose body am I in now?
I don't remembe which feelings are my own.
Some scream suicide while others scream pills.
Won't anybody help them?
Does anybody even know?
I seclude myself from society.
I still hear these thoughts though.
Then I realize who they belong to.
Me.
I think suicide?
Why?
Do I really feel this way?