Why Should I? Poem by Steffi Webster

What’s the point in living?
Something I just can’t ignore.
Is my life has no direction,
Should just lie down on the floor.
There seems to be no answer
And my mind just draws a blank.
The fact I am still breathing
For that who am I to thank?
What shall I do with myself?
I have nowhere to go.
Nothing to reach for.
Why not? I just don’t know.
In the sands of time I feel,
I am less than a grain.
I’m worthless and I’m powerless
And all I feel is pain.
I just don’t belong
Why's that so hard to see?
I never have done,
So please don’t follow me.
My life has no direction and
Depression fills my soul,
No one can complete me
For I am an empty bowl.
In my mind and memory
I don’t know where to turn.
Maybe I should lie here and
Just let this whole world burn.