Why Was It Hard For You Poem by Megan (Emo) white

why was it hard for you,
it made it hard for me
when i just wanted to be happy
it turned out just to be
no matter how much that i said
i love you
it didnt mean a thing
after every single lie
after everything
ill just sit in my bed
looking at the sky
with confusion rageing through my head
and tears gleaming in my eveys
just know, that whatever happens
even when i say goodbye
deep down inside
ill be wishing
just wishing that i could hold you again
love you again
and see you here with me
just know deep down inside
im letting go of my everything
you were my EVERYTHING
but can you really blame me