Wierd Feelings Poem by Joshua Decker

Ever had the feeling your being followed?
I did but it was true
And now the devils following me
Trying to drag me into hell
I dont feel like dieing
But I dont feel like living
What do I do
When he comes calling
Will I look to you
Or find a hole and start falling
No matter which way
I will not stay
But I wont go
and I don't know how to show
I care for you
Will I be reborn and renew
My sins during this life
And I wanted to make you my wife
Should I say my final goodbye?
And never wonder why
I decided to just die
Or will I sit alone and cry?