Will Happiness Come My Way? Poem by teri bronte

If I could just understand why I push them away.
They get close and I put up walls.
I'm afraid of commitment.
I dread what they expect from me.
I can't fullfill their needs or my needs.
Will happiness come my way?

Do I dare let it?
How will I react to love?
The same way I always have...I run or I ruin the situation.

I am too happy now with a certain man and I can't relax in the situation.
I think of things to say to let him out.
Will happiness come my way?

If it does I think I will destroy it, like I do all of them..am I so afraid of men?
Will happiness come my way?