Winning Streak I Guess You Could Say Poem by something changing

how long has it been?
i forgot to keep count...
the longest i've gone
since i ever began
are you proud?
do you even know?
would you want to?

i remember the last day
my arms bled
but barely
a blurry haze
that had to do with you
but moreso her...

it's the longest i've gone
would you care?
do you even remember me now?
it's been so long...

of course
some scars don't heal
and i'm fighting it still
but
it's the longest it's been