Wondering Poem by mari velazco

im sitting on my bed wondering
whyd you have to be dead

wondering whyd you have to go so
soon and how that was my doom

wondering if you knew your time
was about to end

wondering if you knew that everyone
had fed

wondering how you must have felt

wondering if you knew that i
had delt

wondering if you knew that i wasnt there
and that i wasnt aware

wondering all the pain you must have went through

wondering if you knew i never ment to

wondering if you knew how much
i love you

wondering if you know you will always be remember

wondering if you know ill always miss you