Words I Never Said Poem by Shilesha Johnson

You're missing out on all the words I never said
I said them but you just ain't here(hear)
So through your cluttered eyes
You can not grasp the pain behind my tears
To work so hard for something
and then watch it all fall apart
Does something to your mental
and is detrimental to the heart
I thought the easy thing to do was quit
So why does this hurt so bad?
Maybe because I never did
Maybe because even when you started letting go
I started tightening my grip
I didn't want to escape our divine bliss
Our state of pure happiness
but the tighter I embraced
the farther apart we became
So naive and so determined
Where did I go wrong
Why did your love come to an end
And in my life with you in it
I was faithfully content
But now I grow silent of all the words
I feel the need to say
Because there's no way you could here(hear) me now
when you're so far away