You Have No Idea Poem by Moon beam

you have no idea
how it feels
to be in the place i am now
my so called life
you have no idea what its like
to look in the mirror and not know the person looking back at you
you have no idea what its like
to live with the lie of what you tell everyone
'oh of corse im fine dont worry'
is what i say over and over
but no im not ok,
i lie
you have no idea what its like
to see the wounds that you have created open up
before your eyes
you have no idea what its like
to live with the secreats of what you will never know
you have no idea what its like
to relive the same day over and over
and over and over
same thing
same people
same pain
same nothingness in your heart
you have no idea what ive done
you have no idea how ive made it so far
you have no idea what you have done to me
you have no idea what youve made me do
but whatever you do i dont blame you
i blame myself because
you have no idea....
you will never know
because im afraid to open up again
and bleed my emotions and thoughts all over you again
and bleed my thoughts and words into your ear so you can know what its like to be me.
i dont want to in fear that i will be hurt or worse
hurt you in the prosses
you have no idea how empty my heart feels
now that your gone
no longer near me
you have no idea
no idea at all
but you can keep trying to fool yourself
saying 'i know how you feel it will all be ok'
you have no idea
just like and in time maybe youll start to believe yourself
i will never
you have no idea
no idea
no idea
no idea