I try to forget you,
pretending i dont care
but the pain doesnt go away
in my mind you're always there
...
Just as i got everything figured out
i get blown out and put down
why do you do it?
I'd found the perfect guy for me
...
Shining silver rebounds off the bottle lid
Dizzyness fills to the rim
spinning fast on its side
drained of everything
...
Blood reeks in this place
Lies bestowed upon the ground
Murder inhabits this land
Who are we now?
...
where did the days go?
the happy ones where life was simple?
washed away
by the worries and troubles of life
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I cant breath
the air cuts my lungs
rips my mind
I've lost him
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I know you're feeling down
I can see you're kinda scared
you sit there staring, making no sound
thinking you're all alone, that noone cares
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its a curse
running around after others
trying to make them happy
but what about my happiness?
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twinkle twinkle little star
i bet you wonder what we are
laying beneath you so very low
staring up at your magnificent glow
...