Abandoned Poem by Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson

I cant breath
the air cuts my lungs
rips my mind
I've lost him
no more spiralling words
no more feelings
I've gone numb
and nothing can wake me up
I miss him
I cant think
cant stand it
this lonelyness slicing through me
I want it to end
I want him back
I need him to know
that I love him
and want to make everything better
but I cant
no contact now
a clean cut
ready for the lemonjuice to sting
dissolving the stitches that he'd placed
heart breaking once more
this time no-one can heal it
its dead for good
and nothing can help me anymore