I remember when you pulled my hair
I remember when you struck me with the back of your hand
Why did you do it?
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I slide to the floor
Holding my hands
Over my ears
Begging and pleading
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Eat and eat
Never stopping
Until the pie is gone,
Don’t leave anything behind;
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Do people understand me?
Or do they just say they do?
Do they want to understand me?
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I had my backpack on my bed
Filling it with clothes and other neccessities
Hearing the argueing downstairs continue into the twilight hours
I question myself
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In a dark, haunted house, lives a princess of the night. Far away from civilization, where nobody dares to live. Spider webs hanging on every wall. Her only friend, a raven upon her shoulder. Dancing her mystical performance in the glow of the full moon. One night she called upon the raven. ”Raven, do you think there is another person in this world who loves me? ” The raven could not answer. For you see ravens can not talk.
Years have passed. Now at the age where she doesn’t want to be alone anymore. But, knowing that there was no one near her. She became very distraught. She called to the raven once more. “Raven please find a person to love me! ” And away flew the raven, obeying the princess of the night.
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You state a sentence
That meant nothing to you
But everything to me
Three simple words
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She lived so long ago
Its hard to believe
She was even here at all
But her heart still lives on
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I stop to stare
At the things
People only see
In their imaginations
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They will only ever see
Who you pretend to be
For they don’t see
The monster you really are
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I hear the voice in the back of my head
Saying and telling me things
I do not want to hear;
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Why, God?
God, do you see me...
Crying myself to sleep?
God, do you see me...
forcing my fingers down my throat to vomit?
God, do you see...
The bruises on my heart?
God, do you see...
Me bring the razor in intricate designs on my skin
So i will bleed?
God, do you see...
My imperfectness?
God do you see...
My mom scream at me?
God do you see...
Me at all?
Rebecca Hall
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