Rebecca Paul

Rookie (September,10 1994 / Pennsylvania, USA)

Rebecca Paul Poems

1. How It Seems 1/23/2010
2. I Needed You 1/23/2010
3. Forever I Am 4/9/2010
4. Individual 4/9/2010
5. Socks-Ifery 9/20/2010
6. Line After Line 9/26/2010
7. Shutting Down 11/3/2010
8. Let Live 2/4/2011
9. My Mask 3/10/2011
10. Save Me 3/20/2011
11. No One Else 7/26/2011
12. Out Of Time 6/3/2010
13. Pop Culture Can Sit On It And Rotate 4/24/2012
14. My Dearest Ana 7/10/2013
15. Just One More 8/24/2013
16. The Memory Left Behind 11/25/2013
17. What My Dreams Could'Ve Been 11/25/2013
18. Paint Me In Gray 11/25/2013
19. Shower 11/26/2013
20. Middles 11/26/2013
21. Scream For Me 10/9/2012
22. What A Waste 10/9/2012
23. You'Re There 7/5/2013
24. The Orchestra 7/5/2013
25. Such A Small Thought... 7/5/2013
26. So Diseased 7/5/2013
27. Drinking To Forget 5/30/2014
28. Money (Reverse Poem) 6/5/2012
29. The Dream 7/26/2011
30. My Crash 10/9/2012
31. Pieces Of Me 2/3/2011
32. Look Back 4/9/2010
33. Every Day 7/5/2013
34. Thanks A Lot, Mom 1/23/2010
35. Schizophrenia 7/10/2010
Best Poem of Rebecca Paul

Schizophrenia

I’m anxious.
Can’t think straight.
Thoughts are scattered like
Pieces of paper.
Paranoia is grasping my mind,
Stinging my eyes with tears.
Where do I go?
Do I stay home?
I’m so bored but dangerously so.
Crazy ideas form into plans.
No! Don’t. Won’t.
Anxiety is tugging at my lungs.
Breathing is rapid, labored.
Shivering so hard I sweat.
Don’t want to be alone.
Irritated by my peers though.
All the music is angry,
Shouting, loud, heart-hammering.
I love it.
Love this feeling of complete chaos
But I’m so in need.
The entire day...

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Forever I Am

Words cannot describe my hatred for you.
The seething burn that runs through me.
I can hardly believe what you've done;
What you said I caused.
It was never my fault.
I didn't want it to happen.
Didn't think it would end up like this.
My tears for you mean nothing.
My hands reaching for you, ignored.

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