Roldan Escanan Go

I want to say I’m sorry for whining when you were still here
For wanting more than I could take, more than you can give
For dreaming someone you can never become
And yearning for someone who can never be mine.
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I want you to know my eyes are getting tired crying for you.
My mind tells them to stop seeing you
In the fondest memories we have shared
In every hurt I feel for letting you slip away
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You came so fast and went away
just as swiftly as the waves head off after kissing the shore
I cried and hoped that when the light dies out
I will find someone to guide me along the way.
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By the time you read these lines
I swear I have learned to forget death and pain
And along with this new life
Comes the promise of falling in love again.
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</>You really think you have ended all
The face, the voice, the memories, the call
I tell you unless you embrace the whole of me you’ll never walk tall
Even if you go pretending released, you are still bound to fall.
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</>I chased for the things I thought mattered,
And found people hurting me in the end.
I pursued feelings I deemed pleasing
But got hold of myself wounded with the memories left.
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If I could, I would love to bring your arms back around me
So the chill I’m feeling now will end and set me free
Yes, I would - If I could.
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You come in great majesty
I envy your splendour, your radiance I spite
Your voice echoes amidst the dusk and gloom
With hands giving out all as boundless, as infinite as my dreams
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