Ryan Anonymous

Day by day
I begin to pay
For everything I ever said
And all the feelings I never bled
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I see you smile
And it makes me happy for a while
But then I realize what you did
And I can’t trust everything you said
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I just did the hardest thing
By giving up everything
For someone that I care about
And as I put myself out there
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I thought I was fine
But then today it somehow crossed that line
It entered through these damn eyes
And brought around all those lies
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Parents Screaming
Darkness Creeping
try to hide
crying behind the door
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The sky is endless
Full of possibility
Yet my mind is dreamless
And full of instability
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It has taken all of my ability
But I finally realized the reality
Nothing is ever the most concise
Its is all made up of lies
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