sometimes i often wonder
why something shouts
as loud as a thunder
it was there inside of me
...
how could i be so lost?
in a place i knew so well
how could i be broken?
in a family so together
...
when all about you is black
with gloom and all you
feel is pending doom
when your bones are racked with grim despair
...
your life is lonely as you make it
your joy as much as you decide
to feel your destination
is as you decide to walk
...
life is really hard, it is based on ups
and down, but its hard, when you give up
and you stick to your thoughts
that this is hard
...
look inside your soul
for that last bit of sanity
you can be sure that it
...
born in england)
Unexpressed Feelings
sometimes i often wonder
why something shouts
as loud as a thunder
it was there inside of me
hiding for a reason
sometimes i looked at the sky
and hurtle a cry
maybe becuase of hurt
but still, im wondering why
as i walked up in the morning
the light blinds me in darkness
my heart id filled with such sadness
i am an odinary person with a broken heart and shame
everywhere
i cant belive this pain inside and shame alsewhere
thease unexpressed feelings will never let me be fine
i have looked up the sky
and allmy doubts, pain
and hurt will never die
tears shouldnt fall out of these eyes again and again