sarah john

I don't want to be
controlled
any longer.
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To say I was never thinking of you
To say I hate you
To say I wish I never meet you
Or even see you again
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i was yours but now im not
i was your emney and still is
i was your girlfriend intill i dumped you like a stick
now the pain is there but u still dont care
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why do i lay here thinking about the pills and guns by my head?
are the pills good? dose the gun work?
lets see i put the pills in my mouth one by one.
there on my tounge i can't move so i go for the gun
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i wait day by day to see if u will come back to me
i wait day by day to see if i still live the next day
i wait day by day to see if i can make it through another day
i made it this far who to say?
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i talk to you day in and day out
i see you in hell everday
he took you away and i need you back so i take the only thing
i can find....gun, razar, pill, what about the hanging by a rope.
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we were friends good friends indeed,
we laughed and played,
togather good frineds,
then that one day you told me something
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U try to rime but your so near
don't try, give in
and u fine what you seek
you asked
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u sperad rumers about me, makeing me look bad
u spread rumers about me, to make me look so i call u to yell at u but in side i miss u
how?
no?
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You said you loved me
You said you would never leave me
You promised you would always hold me
Then you lied.It all came down
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