Scarlet ..... Poems

its coming
that moment I’ve feared
the explosion
I can feel it
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for years I have ben trying to get free from the mask I am trapped behind
I always feared to ask for help
I didn’t ask for it for four years
I finally broke down told someone I thought I could trust
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disformed
dissolution
lost beauty
unpretty and hurting
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the real person
the one behind the mask
the mask in the act
wishes
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The way in
the manner
I find myself
emotions
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you trapped me
you cornered me
then you attacked me
why didn’t I see all the warning signs
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as you trapped me
as you attacked me
I saw it all
I saw you change before my eyes
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why won; t you let me be
i willl pretend i am well
for your too blind to see
that I am far from fine
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if you love someone set them free
well that is what you need to do
set me free
so I can survive
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