Scarlet ..... Poems

he says I need to fight the darkness
I try
but I just can't
even step I take I get pushed back two more
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I just don't know what to do right now
I don't know how to deal with it
all the anger
all the tears
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no shame should he be felt
for he who held himslef up
was not the one who nailed him up
for he who was nailed to the cross
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he tares her from the floor
drags her to that horrid bed
like too many times before
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I am my own problem
I am my only solution
I start to fix everything
but then
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the highs and lows of life
I’ve lived all of my life at the lowest of my lows
because I was scared of the fall
the fall from the high back to the low
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all of this pain
all of the emotions
I don; t show
there locked down
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go with the wrist?
take the risk?
again......
or move onto
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a wonderful emotion
a thing everyone needs to find
a thing I never felt until now
something I will fight not to lose
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did they really think they could just take it all away
with just one word
did they think I would not fight
do they really think I gave a shit what they thought?
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