Shantel Novley

Your hurt to a great depth.
You have suffered more than enough.
Ur a child with so many choices
Ur loved by many, and yet u choose to hurt more.
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Wrists hurting, Eyes bulging, Feelings unwanted!
My heart hurts from ur words piercing pain through my veins.
I scream for help but on one is there.
I need a hand to help me live, to pull me up sky high.
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You keep away, pushed away everything that's dear, and you cant see I'm still here after everything I had feared. U make me angry, u make me confused, u make me die inside and after all of that I still care for you. People have made me fear this day was near, that I would be here with nothing but tears and fake smile and no cheer.

U gave up on a love so deep that could've been amazing, you dropped out at the start to lead me on a desperate path, not knowing which way to turn, to follow my heart or to fall apart. U got my heart and ripped it apart till there was nothing near. U left me in a darkened room and gave me everything to fear.
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You gave me life, you gave me love and everything I am. But you lost track and fell apart and I lost who I am. You gave gave up on people and life itself, all I can do is ask why? . You have no time limit and no time to waist, but you don't fight for anything any more. If you leave I will die inside and have no path to follow.

You dont have faith in anything to be more than it is, worse than that u have no faith in your inner self, to fight the battle you have been faced, you need this faith and all the love with in it. You need to break away from your feelings of escape.
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I lay here in fear, in fear of another day, another day without ur cheer.
I feel alone with no one to hold, your now a vision of the distant past.
I wish I could go back, go back to that day when everything was clear. U were my love and my warming embrace that has now disappeared.
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These feeling of mine show me my love for you in ways that cant be described.
This heart I gave to you to hold and cherish.
Those times we shared were like stars in the night air.
That touch so sweet those feelings to keep.
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Thought I had something good but it didnt last.
And now im in the dark and cant breath.
I had you close and u had me to but its all gone.
5 second flat and u left.
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Ur one who goes around and gets all the girls.
U got someone great and pushed her away.
U clung to me and tried to show me light.
I pushed u away with all my might.
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Iv been pushed to the limit
Hanging of the edge
Feeling nothing at all
Wishing for a better day
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Your a dream come true on a night like this.
Pulled close out of the mist.
Yours arms so warm and inviting.
The smile just waiting for the sweet touch of another.
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I like the way you make me smile every time your around.
I like the way I feel when I'm around you
you brighten my day with every smile on your face and very thing u say.
I feel alright in your arms and never wish to leave
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Left out in the dark with nothing but memories
wanna fight against your feeling to block me out
you've fought me off before and let me shatter
was a child in repair when u came in again and ripped me apart.
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I like you a lot but dont know how to say
These feeling iv got are going to stay
U like me to but we dont know what to say
Your humble and cute
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Poisen flows through his vains.
A rich Pain through his head.
Rushing around every corner.
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The pain doesnt heal.

Pushes on and finds the weak.
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Those eyes of sadness.
Braking of ur heart.
Feeling betrayed like nothing was real. Those words cut u deep Deeper than a knife.
Pushed deeper everytime u thought.
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My deepest feelings hidden away.
Pushed aside and left at bay.
I feel an urge to heal the pain.
Left outside in the rain.
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The look upon ur face is a sign of pure disgrace.
Taken from a place so tender, to a place u never wanna face.
Lurking in this hurt body is a woman without pace.
Running through the darkness which has no sign of light.
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That warm fresh breeze brushed upon my skin.
The calm of the dazzling blue water.
Sand castles and words scattered along the ground.
The splashing of the water as children play.
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