Shauntae Taylor Poems
|1.||My Secret Obsession||8/11/2009|
|3.||I Have To Know||8/11/2009|
|6.||It's So Much More Than It Seems||9/5/2009|
|8.||Depression Than Suicide||9/9/2009|
|9.||My Suicide Note||9/9/2009|
|10.||Why Am I Here?||9/9/2009|
|14.||There Is Hope.||9/28/2009|
|19.||Will You Be Mine?||9/28/2009|
|24.||Livin Life On The Edge||9/28/2009|
|26.||I Love You||3/26/2010|
|31.||If They Had Lived?||6/27/2011|
|32.||The Secret Life Of Me||3/26/2010|
|34.||Baby Please Don'T Leave Me||10/27/2009|
|35.||Baby I Miss You||10/27/2009|
|37.||Driven Crazy Or Crazy Driven||9/28/2009|
|38.||The Voices Inside My Head||9/28/2009|
|39.||Lil Bo Peep||3/26/2010|
I Hate Myself
I hate myself, is what i want to say
I hate myself is the way i feel every single day.
I hate myself for the things that i have done
Lives that i have shattered and hearts that were broken just so i can have some fun
To live my life every day hating myself is sad,
There are times when it makes me just so mad.
I get mad at myself for the little things
Things that i can't even control
Like the way my hair is, and the way that i talk
Down to the very reason why i walk.
There are times when i don't even know why i am living
I prefer to be dead ...
Why do people lie on you?
Why do people say they care and then show you they don't?
Why do people say they are there for you, and when you need them the most, they are never there?
Why do people say that they are your friends, but are so quick to believe a lie about you when they know for a fact, thats not you?
At times i really wonder,