Is it funny to think
This world we live in
Could hold all your darkest fears?
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I'm cold and alone
I feel so unhappy
Where are are the people
I've heard are called family
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I knew you were listening
Whenever I talked to you
You could see behind the smile
A friend like you was true
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The silence is so suffocating
Your anger speaks so softly
Like a little voice inside my head
I know this wont end soon
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I'm all dressed up
I'm sitting here waiting
But what am I waiting for
No one is coming
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Have you had your parents let you down?
Broken promises
Not been there for you
Not supported you whole-heartedly
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Just another voice in my head
Just another day in my bed
Hiding from the world it seems
I wonder what this all means
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Why do I feel as if I'm standing on the edge
of a cliff,
Waiting for someone to push me into the cold
river below.
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I cry myself to sleep
Like, very single night
I feel as if I'm broken
I can't do anything right
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I just can't deal with it
My life is just a blur
It's like someone grabbed a spoon
Put my life in a bowl, and stirred
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