shelby alwaysconfused Poems

sitting next to you,
your driving me home.

you were my first love,
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sitting here alone,
my arms throb..
stinging up through my shoulder...
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you are making me cry, and given me a hard time to write anything down.
i shut my eyes and take a deep breathe, hopeing it will make the nausea go away.
damnit! i cant even think straight! ! !
my eyes are all red, for the same reason that i have tears running down my cheeks and neck.
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Wake up to this bright shiny day. how can you let it go to waste?
how can u just sit there and not even stare? come see the blue ocean and skies. smile for your alive and breathing one more time.
wake up to the light from the sun above.
how can you stay there and not say a word?
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Dont give up im going to find you. ive been trying all this time, but what have you been waiting for?
you havent even moved!
you havent tried to look, if you had, you would have found me by now.
im not that hard to miss or misplace.
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from the first time we met i knew we were meant to be.
i would of never believed it. could it have been that you were the one for me? that you were made for me?

you stole my heart and kept it for yourself.
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tell me i cant do this..
i cant do that..
i cant love him...
i cant be fat..
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cover my arms, my legs and stomach, and hips..

they remind me of my life's roller coaster flips.
up and down and scarie turns.
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There has to be a reason why you make me feel this way? !
is it your eyes,
those eyes that confuse the way i stand?
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A grey, unshiney day.
A house with a broken soul.
dirt as dry as shattered dreams.
darkness swims through the skies,
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