Over And Over Again... Poem by shelby alwaysconfused

you are making me cry, and given me a hard time to write anything down.
i shut my eyes and take a deep breathe, hopeing it will make the nausea go away.
damnit! i cant even think straight! ! !
my eyes are all red, for the same reason that i have tears running down my cheeks and neck.
look what uve done to me all over again, God im so stupid.
i dont want to cry becasue of you and ur untrained mouth.
i should be the strong girl that everyone says i am, where did she go? why cant i be her right now? ? ?
my hands are shaking, my eyes are going fuzzy... yet my mind is only on you and what the hell i should do.
i hate that i love you so much, that i dont even know who i am any longer...
but im definately not getting any stronger.