2 Loves Poem by angel of passion 016

an 19 yr old man
the father of my bby
he hurt me
he raped me
he beat me
he did things 2 me u wont understand
yet im having this bby
already 2 late to abort
he says he changed
he wants me back
he says he deeply wants me
he says he wants in the bbys life
been with him for a yr
finally broke away only 2 kno i was 4 months pregnant
never cheated its his
for some reason im jelous hes with someone else
i have weird feelings and i want him but i dont
i love him but i hate him tht is my 1st love

a 17 yr old boy
my age
willing to take on my bby
wanting nothing more thn to b with me truly
opens doors for me
pulls out my chair
treats me like a princess
afraid ill loose this guy
i look at him i go im so lucky
i love him truly
hes handsome sweet charming
adorable every girls dream guy
2 good 2 b true but i fell 2 hard 2 fast afraid ill get hurt
tht is my 2nd love

thn theres me
17 pregnant
wanting 2 b happy forever
wanting a man i deserve
a man i can trust and who doesnt lie cheat or beat
only if there was a way 2 have both but end up happy
but knowing the one changed
which one is the best